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I like my name... C E L I N E. It is a French name and I absolutely adore French. I plan to join the French club in Poly, and I hope they teach about cooking up French cuisines and diner etiquettes (fat hope) which will bring me one step closer to become a highly sophisticated lady. ZOMG, nope this is NOT bullshit..
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I'm sort of married and sort of attached to my Monster/Teddy Bear/Cutie Pants

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Love CelineThursday, January 28, 2010 | back to top

I slanted my cam..Pants' not s'pose to diminish :)














· I got into my vet course, in Ngee Ann Poly!!!!! :)
· I’m gonna dye my hair soon, to Marshmallow Brown and leave some black strips of hair... Like how Avril Lavigne does hers in her new Alice Underground video!!
· Yesterday I went to Chinese Garden to find Sherwin….HEH HEH!!!
· I went Tom&Stefanie’s to buy some lingerie and the cashier was a teenage boy…haha!! He gave me weird looks!!
· I am finding job, and NO, not blowjob. Cuz when I ask people, most conversations will go like this: “I am looking for job la!!!!!!!!!!!!!” “Wad kinda job you wan? Blowjob?” lol
· My fashion design course is taking up a hell load of my time!!!!

Love CelineTuesday, January 26, 2010 | back to top

Testimony for Celine, Written by Celine Koh, Who Else

She wears pink flowery summer dresses along with her green turtle earrings that doesnt match at all, and she enjoys painting her nail bits by flickering indigo glitter and sparkling stars and hearts to spice up the dull glossy white background of her pretty long nails.

She likes to crush ants' abdomen with her paintbrush (that she uses to paint elegant roses), ants that bit her smelly armpit for some eccentric reasons. (Ants desire my fragrant armpits)

She adores her yummy delicious and gorgeous friend that tastes like the sea today. (Salty. Hehhehheh. )She likes accomplishing juicy scandals at silent libraries at quiet corners when Security walks past and chides them for misbehaving. Hmm...

She longs for hugs from his strong muscular arms that crushes and suffocates her but holds her together for that one short moment, she sleeps on his broad shoulders, and in her rapidly pounding heart where insecurity and forlorn once inhabited now awakens a deep relief that she is now safe and loved by him, for, a short moment.
Love CelineTuesday, January 19, 2010 | back to top

Um. I saw Mr Hiew yesterday at AMK Hub, and the day before I saw him at class chalet. And I think he recognized me cuz I was wearing radiantly pink and my Frangipani flowers dangling at my ears (at class chalet). I wore my earrings again at AMK Hub and it would be really terrible if he saw me cuz he was going down the escalator, I was going up (near the sweettalk shop) and I was kinda...with Sherwin? AHAHA. Nice..yeah? Teacher spotting *me* with a guy? WTF.. we went to watch a boring movie that I picked..Did You Hear About The Morgans? DAMN BORING....And after that we went to eat at Chomp Chomp and went to the playground outside my house at around 9pm, its deserted, isolated spooky and eerie, but kinda romantic and thrilling to be hanging around outside in the dark. I like walking in darkness....NOT ALONE.. Well I had a fun day, and it was nice he travelled from Jurong 2 here.... =) To pei wo...

There are many things I would like to describe HERE, however, I cant because its kinda PRIVATE.

Today was s'pose to go for job interview, however, I did not due to some reasons. And I did some wrong things I dont wish to talk about .... And donn't know why I did, think I gone bonkers... Or lost my marbles... I hate spinning yards. But spun to many.
Love CelineSunday, January 17, 2010 | back to top

I DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS.JPG

What happens when........ you're with sommof your frens and there's a person right there and you know you wanna hug him very badly because you haven't seen him for over a month but afraid of what your friends might think? I've considered drinking alcohol and becoming drunk so I can have excuse for my absurd behaviour for rushing over and hugging him .......bcuz I was drunk. I wish I was.

What happens when you are certain you've completely forgotten about him but when you see him again you get reminded start to miss him all over again?

What happens when you're smitten with a guy but you're going out with another guy for some psycho reason, God knows? E.g. To forget about him but never really do?

What happens when your friend has a problem and wishes to share it with you but doesn't want you to be worried? What happens if you're really concerned about this problem as well and you really wish to probe but don't really wish to know as it might affect your impression of him..... forever?

What happens if you DONT WANNA BE FRIENDS and wanna talk about it but everytime you try you'll start crying and dont really wish for the guy to hear or see you crying and YOU REALLY WANNA KNOW WHAT'S ON HIS F@#KING MIND?
Love CelineSaturday, January 16, 2010 | back to top

Today went out with Melinda to ION Orchard, met Kurin thr by concidence, went shopping ard, went to a Nail Shop n painted nails for free..and @ night went karaoke at a country club with family...

Something thrilling to do is:
1. To wear your shades and spy on the Guy You Like at his workplace. Settles your need for an adrenaline rush, and keeps your heart pumping fast (pump oxygen around your body faster). If you like him enough, you cud even feel ur heart pumping thru ur chest. Really. Try it. Then you'll ask yourself whether to go in and say hi, but after you say 'hi' will you get scurry and say you have something on then leave immediately or remain calm and talk to him? And about what?

2. Go to a Nail Shop try out exotic and quality nail polish products by applying them on your nails FREE as nicely and colourful-ly as you want before Shop Assistant catches you and asks you to get lost.

3. Wear your shades on top of your spectacles so that it bobs in front of your face. This will attract people's attention and they will stare at you. You will feel tickled and have a warm and funny feeling inside of you because they are envious of your shades.
Love CelineFriday, January 15, 2010 | back to top



1. Vet Bioscience - NP - I hav always wanted to become a Marine Biologist

2. Vet Tech TP

3. Baking and Culinary Science - I wanna be Junior Chef and most importantly, cook some quality and innovative dishes for my husband and be a good wife.. ^_^ Now they always say, the only way to a man's heart is through his stomach. TP 16

4. Psychology - Maybe psychology can help me read what's on your mind by ur body language....I really wish to know. I mean, what is going on inside that boy's head?!
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Would you date someone who is older than you? E.g. 18,19,20y.o. My answer: TOTALLY
Reasons:
1. He would know where to bring you as he has experience where the places are when you're out on a date and won't be LOST IN A SHOPPING MALL.
2. He would have less pimples than a teenage boy that just started puberty. And a probably a gorgeous-er face. He'd probably have muscles too. =)
3. He'd know how to please you and make you feel special.
4. He'd have a later curfew or no curfew at all, so he can stay out with you all night talking.
5. H'd send you home, because thats what gentlemen do.
6. Last but not least, he'd be more MATURE, THOUGHTFUL, NOT amateurish and childish like some idiot who threatened to bring some LOSER GANG TO CONFRONT ME AT MY HOUSE...BUT I WAITED AND THE LOSER GANG DIDN'T TURN UP.. LOL..JOKER SIAL..
Love CelineWednesday, January 13, 2010 | back to top

Yesterday night around 8.30pm I just sat at a bench at Orchard Road with my friend watching people walked past us, these strangers....
It was nice to feel the cool wind blowing at you with someone to keep you warm beside you..I enjoyed walking the streets of Orchard in the dark, cars speeding past you...People doing their own things and we doin our own things. I enjoyed strolling beside my friend..felt kinda blissful and carefree for a moment.
And we talked and window shopped and went karaoke and ate sushi..... =)
Love Celine | back to top

I have been lying to my parents
Lying to my friends
Lying to myself
Love CelineMonday, January 11, 2010 | back to top

Havoc in my Life
You're like a hurricane
That swept me off my feet
You're a disaster
That triggers teardrops that flow
Like river streams

Sweet Heaven
I miss your cuddles in bed
Soft kisses by the dozens

Position in Your Heart
Who am I to you
An invisible girl you remember
When you want a stupid little fling
I am not a toy
I have feelings
I am not a play thing

Written by Celine

Went celebrations for bad results w Melinda, Joanne, Yanling n her fren from Pioneer JC, ate Pizza Hut n went arcade..chit chat n kai kai ard AMK Hub.
Love CelineSaturday, January 9, 2010 | back to top

Song
100% original You-Saw-It-Here-First

Dreams of you
Are adequate to
My subconscious mind
Thinking bout you

I remember your soft sweet kisses,
I still feel it on my lips,
Sometimes I still think about what we could, have, been!
Memories start to fade,
I pen them down in my diary
As I am afraid
I'll forget about us
My cell phone bursts out in ur ringtone
While I was asleep
I hesitate but answered it anyway

Your voice!
It's a melody
I've been craving for and hav terribly missed
and I'm surprised to know that you
Have been missin me, too
This may sound hard to believe,
This may sound hard to believe~!
But I missed you, too.
Love CelineTuesday, January 5, 2010 | back to top

Ytd, went all the way to Chinese Garden 2 find Sherwin...so sweet..awwwwww..From Serangoon to Jurong....He brought me to Jurong Mall shopping and eat dinner....Long John Silver....so romantic rite.....eating some fish...! Hmm...He's an excellent singer..U guyz shld hear him sing, he plays the guitar....^^He record his singing and put it as his like, when you calling someone and u're waiting for them to pick up? At first I thot was a famour popstar or something la....Dont really wanna elaborate too much on this

Today went to Wisma Atria, 313@Somerset with yin xuan. I bought some shades from Forever 21 n wore them in shopping centre. A lot of people look at me. I feel glamorous. Yin xuan keep laughing..so I took them out. We went 2 a cafe n there was a guy sitting across us so I told her "that guy also wearing sunglass wad" so I wore them back. Yin xuan said the guy look at me..I think he was checking me out. Yes, thats my life 4 nw. =)
Love CelineSunday, January 3, 2010 | back to top

Random Moments in Life
Met joanne @ Robinsons, Raffles City 2day by coincidence...I was walking ard she suddenly came up to me n said "Yes mam wad u buyin?" Shes workin there..I told her a huge secret, which I realised afterwards was a huge mistake, given her reputation to spread every gossip she hears...
Zheng xiang called me 2day 2 sing to me...He said he sang like Susan Boyle. LoL kinda funny cuz he's not the kind that personally sings to people........He was doin voice exercise like BRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR on the phone LOL......Funny siol...
Sherwin sang to me b4, his voice sounds gr8..He said was a Micheal Buble song...? Nites!